There is a moment in every transformation that is almost invisible.
It is not the moment we decide to change.
Nor the moment others start noticing.
It is the moment when we realise, quietly and with a little surprise:
Oh… I have travelled a long way.
That moment has been visiting me lately.
Not as a sudden revelation, but as a gentle recognition. A soft pride. A deep tenderness for the woman I was, and for the woman I am still becoming.
The Business Card That Taught Me About Identity
For three years, I carried my old business card in the pocket of my jacket. The one from my former professional life.
Over time, it became crumpled, bent, faded, almost unreadable.
One day, I took it out and smiled.
Not because I had rejected my past.
But because I had outgrown it.
That small piece of paper became a metaphor for identity change: we rarely tear our old selves apart. We wear them gently, until they no longer fit.
Identity Change Is Not a Switch
We often speak about change as if it were a decision.
But identity change is not a switch.
It is a process.
William Bridges’ Transition Model captures this beautifully:
First, we let go of an old role, an old story, an old reference point.
Then we enter the neutral zone, where nothing feels stable yet.
And only later does a new beginning start to feel real.
Most of us underestimate the neutral zone. Yet this is where the deepest work happens.
Change Happens in Mini Choices
The Transtheoretical Model of Change reminds us that we do not change once, but repeatedly. Through cycles of contemplation, preparation, action, maintenance, and recalibration.
Identity is not shaped by one brave leap, but by hundreds of small, often invisible choices.
In my own transition from being a recognised expert in a large international organisation to becoming an entrepreneur and coach, those choices looked like this:
Choosing to introduce myself without a prestigious institutional title.
Choosing to trust my voice more than my former role.
Choosing to be a beginner again in rooms where I once felt highly competent.
Choosing to price my work and stand by its value.
Choosing to market ideas instead of delivering mandates.
Choosing to build relationships rather than rely on hierarchy.
Choosing to tolerate uncertainty instead of outsourcing safety to a structure.
Choosing to decide without waiting for validation.
Choosing to keep showing up when no one was watching yet.
None of these choices were dramatic.
But together, they rewrote my identity.
What It Really Takes to Change an Identity
Changing identity in this transition required very concrete inner and outer shifts:
Letting go of borrowed legitimacy and building internal authority.
Moving from expert certainty to coaching curiosity.
Accepting that credibility now grows through consistency, not position.
Learning to be visible without hiding behind institutions.
Allowing financial responsibility to become personal, not organisational.
Redefining success from recognition to alignment.
Learning to lead myself before leading others.
And perhaps most importantly:
Learning to be kind to myself while becoming someone new.
The Moment You Finally See the Distance Travelled
One day, often unexpectedly, you realise:
You react differently.
You speak differently.
You think differently.
You choose differently.
And you feel something new: a gentle pride. Not loud. Not triumphant. But deeply grounded.
Positive psychology reminds us that resilience is not about never falling. It is about trusting our capacity to rise, adapt, and learn.
A Loving Invitation
If you are in a season of transition, please remember:
You do not have to rush.
You do not have to prove.
You do not have to perform growth.
Transformation is not about becoming someone else.
It is about becoming more fully yourself.
And one day, you will look back and think:
Oh my… I have travelled a long way.
And you will smile.
Sincerely yours,
Dr Sophie
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References
Bridges, W. (1980). Transitions: Making sense of life’s changes. Addison-Wesley.
Prochaska, J. M. (with Prochaska, J. O.). (2016). Changing to Thrive: Using the Stages of Change to Overcome the Top Threats to Your Health and Happiness. Hazelden.
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